Blah Blah Monday

What a day! Had a dr's appt and it looks like outpatient surgery again.Wonder if the insurance company will pay for it this time around. i had the procedure done once and it worked pretty well but only on half of my foot. now this is excitement. did anyone see the article that said working 3rd causes cancer? uh-oh that looks like bad news for us night owls.well hopefully we won't have to work it forever. i got a little sleep today,i just had a hard time sleeping. ahh my life is sooo complicated.sleep/don't sleep.eat/don't eat.

Stop The Drama

Work,my personal, friendships,unfriendships.for me it is all just a big mess! a friend that i made in the summer is no longer a friend, much less do they even talk to me anymore.i finally cleared up a misunderstanding at work, i only cleared it up because my boss thought it best. I did not even start the misunderstanding.so i ended up apologizing for something that i did not even do. so i got that whole situation off of my chest.so i feel alittle better, at least everyone knows where i stand.my great aunt died this month, me and the kids attended the funeral in pennsylvania. i really did not think it would bother me, but alas it proved me wrong AGAIN!!! one of my 2nd cousins looks just like my mom and that just set the flow of the emotions. it has been 1 year 2 months and 19 days since my mom died. and my aunt was buried on my mother's birthday,she would have been 61 years old.i took lots of pics on my trip in allentown and emmaus. But back to my subject heading......i am just soo tired of bad things happening to me and my family(which is directly affecting me).it is just one thing after another, i just want a normal calm life.

at what point do you decide that you are sooo miserable at your job that it is not worth it anymore?i make good money but the management that i have to deal with just sucks royally! they lie on each other and screw each other over. and all just to find out that their leader is the one instigating the problems. what kind of management is that? i have totally just about had it. i have no respect for these people, nor do i have any enthusiasm for my job anymore.the only reason i am still here is because i have bills.and i have been at my job for so many years, and i hate to change it. are all companies like this? there has got to be one that has decent people working for them.

What the hell?

Well i have not posted in awhile, so while i was bored, i thought what the hell?! the kids go back to school next week, a little early, but oh well, here comes the quiet time for me.it just seems so soon for them to go back to school already.